Self talking

Lot of time on photography lately,
no complaints and never feel bored on it, never!!
I always enjoy the time feeling my deep dark side,and want to see what kind of shit will be created next.
Camera, it's not just a tool,
it ever helped bring me out from the dark zone full of hate, sadness, distrust,
I never thought I could get thru it, 9 years ago, but I made it.
I couldn't find a better way to express how import a camera means to me.
I didn't have enough money and hard to make a decision to buy one at that time,
after hours' considerations, walking around, keeping staring at the camera placed on the shelf, felt like its the moment to make a decision on my life's direction. This's kinda story of how I got my first digital SLR camera. Anyways I got one, and my life really changed a lot since then.
Now times really changed, Big cameras everywhere,
self-called photographers everywhere, what percentage of them really know how to use camera, what the value of F, ISO, shutter speed for, how to combine the settings, sometimes i think about those stuffs. But now I realize it really doesn't matter, if a camera can bring happiness and help record the memories, i hope everybody can own it.
I started being into the camera world 9 years ago, went a lot places for shooting, tried any type of lens, and got awards several times on the famous camera magazine in Japan. but now it all fade out, I don't care those things any more, I don't want my own photos compared with others whose world I totally couldn't understand.
What I know is,
One camera, one lens is enough, and just keep on photo taking whatever you want.
Thanks for reading my long blabla.
Photo from 2009.

Commented by マナブ at 2016-10-07 17:55 x
I totally agree with you!
by 1_DigitalSignal_0 | 2016-07-10 10:18 | Life | Comments(1)